Fantasia will address her recent suicide attempt on an upcoming episode of VH1′s Behind The Music, which airs tomorrow (the same day that her album drops). During the segment, she admits that she was depressed by all the drama involving her man Antwaun Cook and his wife and she just wanted out.

I didn’t have any fight in me. I didn’t care about anything. I just wanted out. At that moment, I wanted out. I wanted it to be over with – all of it, all of that [expletive]. I just sat in the closet and looked at the mirror and took all the pills in the bottle. I wanted to go to sleep and just be at peace. I knew exactly what I was doing. You can’t accidentally take a whole bottle of pills.”