The G-Unit leader’s latest music video shows him on a fate-driven airplane flight reflecting on his observations from over the year.

“187, 187, departure from the ‘hood, destination h*ll or heaven,” Fif raps.

“They puttin’ pressure on me, son, now they want me to snap/End up like X and Whitney in my mansion smoking crack/I’m paranoid, I’m feeling like n*ggas is trying to get me/Forget the kids, I’m shaving off my f*cking head like Britney/Man,

Dre won’t mix my records now I need to talk to Jimmy/I’m falling back in my own ways I’m riding with the semi/

Who’s calling me — on the other line with Diddy/But I don’t wanna talk, right now my day is going sh*tty/

Why is Jay rocking that Urkel look, isn’t he from Marcy?/They say he growin’ dreads now he talkin’ like a Yardie/Man everything is changing, I don’t understand a thing/I guess this is that bullsh*t that all the money brings…

My baby mama boyfriend like to talk like he can hurt me/I’m laughing ’cause she kissed in his mouth and gave him herpes –

You can ask my son, he’ll tell you ‘My dad is f*cking crazy,’ –

Shady didn’t invent me, but a star is what he made me/I’d blow your f*cking mind now if I told you what he paid me/They gave me all the pills he had that’s why I’m so high/It makes me so good now that I’m not so scared to die/I wish a n*gga would, I dare a motherf*cker try/You get at me and miss, you kiss your black a** good-bye.” (“Flight 187″)